Happiness will always be a choice

I was talking with a close friend today. She is going through a very hard time because of...what else? Love. And just because I'm in a happy-I'm-in-love phase and everything-I-see-are-hearts-and-roses mode, doesn't mean I don't feel for her. In fact, I feel for her so much that I want to kick the the guy's butt, face, body...everything. But of course I can't do that. For now, all i can do is be a good friend just like what she did when I was in the same predicament before.

Today, I browsed thru my journal entries last year. And yeah, it was exactly a year ago when I felt really really really devastated. And devastated is an understatement. Losing a bestfriend and a loved one at the same time? Not so nice, right?

I cried buckets before. I tried my best to be okay. I tried hard. I tried my best to forget. I tried everything to be happy. But I failed.
These were the entries I made during those trying times. And these serve as a reminder that I was once unhappy.

this.
this.
this.
this.
this.
this.
this.
this.
this.
this.
this.

If I had been less lazy writing before, I would have written more than that.
But after crying buckets of tears, after trying my best to be okay, after trying really really hard, I have finally decided to be happy. It's time.

Today, I have already forgotten what happened. But what I won't forget are the lessons.

Happiness will always be a choice. So true.
More than happy now. :D