All my bags are packed... Am I ready to go?

All my bags are packed I'm ready to go
I'm standin' here outside your door
I hate to wake you up to say goodbye
But the dawn is breakin' it's early morn
The taxi's waitin' he's blowin' his horn
Already I'm so lonesome I could die

I'm singing the song in my head!!! For the past few days I'm packing all my stuff and putting them into boxes. I don't know how I managed to have LOTS of stuff in the office. Marion keeps on teasing me "Kasi naman sino ba magsabi sayo magdala ng unan, ng ref, ng cabinet etc. sa office? Ginawa mo ng bahay niyo yung office niyo" Lol. Of course he was exaggerating. I just have lots of "mini" and unnecessary stuff in my workstation that I have to dispose or bring home. While cleaning my pedestal, I saw my 2010 and 2011 Planners. I skimmed through the pages and realized that a LOT of things have happened to me during those years. I've lived a "colorful" life during those times. It made me nostalgic too. It made me miss some people and it made me realized that things and people can change in a snap of a finger - One moment you're happy, the next day you're not. I decided not to dwell on it anymore because reading the entries on my planner (which really serves as a journal and not a planner hehe), makes me feel...bittersweet. But oh well. Past is past.

Next week we'll be transferring to a new office at the Fort. The Fort will always be dear to me because first, it is where I had my first job. I remember the first time I've been there. I was so mesmerized with the place (haha mesmerized talaga eh no) and I told myself  "Dito ako magwowork. Promise." Talk about law of attraction and indeed it happened! I love Global City more than Makati so when I resigned from my first job and began working at Makati, I vow to myself that the next time I'll be changing jobs, I'll make sure it will be at the Fort. Also, the Fort holds many memories. It is my "date place", my "tambayan", my chillax place, my "hohol" place. I'd rather not name names here. But it is where "we" usually hangout before. 

Before, I was so excited at the thought of transferring at the Fort. When I first had my orientation at Eastwest, the HR guy already told me that we're moving at a new office at Global City soon. I've been waiting for that day for the longest time because of personal reasons. I'm even makulit in asking the authorities kung kelan ba talaga lilipat! And now, this is for real. OMAYGULAY LILIPAT NA TALAGA KAMI BUT BUT BUT  this time I'm NOT EXCITED anymore. In fact, I don't want to transfer anymore because of personal reasons again. There's a little chance that I'll meet "someone" there. But a chance is still a chance. Kung si D nga nakita ko sa MRT and worse same door pa and I've always thought that there's NO chance that I'll see him there, pano pa kaya ngayon na may little chance? I don't know... I guess I just don't know if I'm ready to see "him" again. I mean I'm okay now. I'm sincerely happy now but I just don't know how I'll react when the chance will present itself.

But oh well. I think I'm ready to go now. Afterall, wala naman ako choice no! Hahaha! So, the Fort... see you in 144 hours!