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#FEELING AWFUL

I've been in an awful mood for the past weeks and I can't figure out why -- maybe I'm so tired of either of the following: work, school, business, travelling to and from Valenzuela. This made me so grumpy and uninspired lately. I cannot be tired or else I'll feel terrible about everything and I tend to shut everything off. Hence, I have work backlogs and unfinished schoolwork. To somehow make myself happy, I decided to do one good deed everyday until Christmas hopefully forever. On my way home last night, I passed by an old lady beggar infront of 7-11 near our house. I normally don't give alms so I went on walking. But after few steps, I turned back, went inside 7-11 and bought food for the old lady. When I went out to give it to her, her smile was priceless. I didn't stay long to talk to her because I was in a hurry to go home. I should try doing small good deeds more often. It makes me genuinely happy and more appreciative. 

#BRIDAL SHOWERS

A month ago, I attended a real bridal shower. I attended bridal showers before but this one is real because we actually have a stripper in the house. Lol. I actually felt stressed and happy at the same time. I couldn't believe the act! Anyway, all of us except the bride-to-be kept on running around the room. Nagpulasan kami nung lumapit samin si kuya stripper. Hahaha! This one for the books. In a way I feel bad for the guy because we found out that he's a married man. Hay. Things people do just to earn money. NOTE TO SELF: Be more open minded and kind. On the sidenote, while the stripper went to change costumes, we were all giggling and we were asking each other, "Totoo ba yun? Nakatayo?? Bat anliiiiit??" HAHAHA. Lol. Below are some pictures from the bridal shower (Noted: some pictures are for our eyes only lol):

    

This reminds me of my conversations with friends on sex, sizes and what-nots related about sex. Yes, I'm typing the word S-E-X. Luh. Unfortunately for Filipinos, we brand someone when he/she knows a lot about sex as flirt, bitch, lascivious, carnalist, concupiscent and the like. It's something about our culture or should I say upbringing which makes it hard for us to talk about IT in a casual way. I'm not  too conservative neither too "modern" but I talk about sex with my friends. And when I talk about it, it doesn't actually mean that its something that I don't value much. Anyway, talking about it is a manifestation that I'm already getting old!!! We don't talk about it like immature grade schoolers talk about. We openly discuss about it because realistically speaking, it's part of life. And we don't normally agree on our thoughts about sex but what I love about my true friends is that they are all open minded. I really hate close minded people.

#FUNNY RANDOM CONVERSATIONS

I went out for a coffee date with my bestfriend since birth Grade 1 two Saturdays ago. We talked about the past, settling down and a lot more. We also talked about our crushes way back in elementary and our own definition of gwapo. She was telling me that good thing that I've finally found a good-looking guy. Haha! Here's an extension of our conversations: