My Life Lately

I haven't updated this blog for the longest time because I felt I don't need to. I just want to live life as is and I don't want to keep track of what I've been doing (and not doing). Or I think I don't have any noteworthy things to say or momentous experiences that I want to remember three years down the road. But since I was able to arrive home extra early today (with my parents commenting: "Ang aga mo ngayon ah", lels seriously 8PM maaga??), I'll try to give this a shot. I find myself at loss for words lately and I can't seem to find the right words to say at the most appropriate time.

So, here's a random list of what I'm up to:

• I already know how to drive. Yey to more freedom to going to places. NOT. I still don't know how to park properly (and by properly I meant not occupying two parking slots and not having to scratch my car in the process). I only had my car last December and I don't know where did I get those scratches. Pfft. Aside from parking, what annoy me the most are the traffic enforcers. I mean I get really really really paranoid when I see one. I'm more scared when enforcers are around versus driving side by side with a truck/bus for that matter. Hello? Parang anytime soon, may maiisip silang violation kahit na wala. I'm speaking based from experience. I've got stopped by an enforcer for swerving. Lol. There's no such violation as swerving. Ha! I'll create a separate post dedicated for my driving experiences.

Huhu gasgas lang yan, malayo sa bituka. Lels.

• I feel that I'm too tired of my current job. Yes, I do have perks but I have this feeling that it's sucking my life while I try to make a living. For the past  months, I've been working overtime and even on weekends. I honestly feel that it's draining all my energy and my good vibes. I love my job, don't get me wrong. It's the closest thing to what I really want to do in life -- this job allows me to touch other people's lives. But hey, how can I be a world to others if I can't be a world of my own?! Lels. Anodaw. 

• I finally had a chance to go out of the country. But this is the most stressful trip that I had so far because I still have to answer work emails and send reports. Gah. Nevertheless, it's a breather to be able to travel again. I really need more of that.

sumakit ang muscles ko dito. huhu!

• I miss doing these: reading books, painting and dancing. Oh I need to review my development plan for myself. Haha! I specially miss dancing because I haven't had the time to exercise lately

Back to my first love. 

• It's official! Boyfriend and I have our own events management company. Yahoo! We're still sourcing for clients. But I'm really happy on how well our first corporate event went.

• Some random comments I've received:

          "Wow ang ganda ng kilay mo". 

          "Alam mo ang animated mo"

          "Napakahinhin mo naman"

          The last two comments were contradicting. So I'm actually confused if people see me as demure or not. I have to say that I have this ability to confuse people on my personality. Sometimes, I feel confused as well. Anyway, I just had dinner with a high school friend last night. Below are her random questions:

          "Di ka ba naprepressure na mag-asawa?" Nah. Ako maprepressure? I don't feel any pressure right now.

          "Gusto mo ba magwork abroad?" Well, nung single ako kinonsider ko yan. At pangarap ko yun. Pero right now, hmmm, I don't think I'll risk my relationship. Not that dependent na ko kay Marion, it's just that okay na ko...hahayaan ko pa ba mawala yun? I don't believe in LDRs.

He has the sweetest gf ever. What more can he ask for? Hahaha!

         
        "Pano mo nagagawang maging confident sa harap ng mga tao specially pag nagprepresent?" Me? Confident? Shy kaya ko. Lol. Well, ine-echos ko lang naman sila. Sa totoo, kinakabahan ako at di ko talaga alam minsan sinasabi ko but then naiisip ko na ang ganda ko naman so di na nila maiisip na kung ano ano lang pinagsasabi ko. Hahaha!
       "Madali mo makuha ang loob ng mga nanay ng mga boylets mo...ano ang sikreto mo?" Hahaha! ng mga nanay talaga? hindi ba pwedeng makuha ang loob ng mga boylets ko mismo? Choz! Nah, sweet at sadyang chikadora lang talaga ko.