His cup of tea. My cup of tea.

I promised my supportive boyfriend that I'll make up to him as soon as I finished my MBA. For the past term, our dates are mostly in coffee shops infront of a laptop. He never complained; in fact, he offered support by reviewing my paper, giving out suggestions on how to present and treating me with my fave food (or to a massage just to calm me because I'm having jitters). Now that I am already done with school requirements, I'm glad to fulfill my #girlfriendduties once again.

We have different interests and we are complete opposites. I am just amazed how we complement each other. I am spontaneous and I don't like planning things because I mostly decide based on feelings. He, on the other hand, is the more rigid one. He likes to have his plans laid out. Because of him, I learned how to plan for a trip! Lol. On the other hand, I can also invite him randomly anywhere.

Because I'll be leaving next week, we promise to have the weekend by ourselves. He was actually joking me, "Yey! Finally may totoong date na tayo." We were supposed to go to Baguio but didn't pursue it because he doesn't want me to be tired before my trip.

Instead, he asked me if I can join him at a Manila International Auto Show. He was like a giddy kid in awe of the cars on display. He loved watching the car demos while I loved seeing him smile. Not that I don't like cars. It's just that I am not as passionate as him about it.

Sinama niya talaga ko para may taga-picture siya :)

We also tried the Sip and Gogh at Eastwood. It was my idea because I missed painting. He was not as excited as me but he is willing to try it. The funny thing is, he enjoyed painting more than I did. Haha! He was so competitive that when the paint started dripping, he panicked and I heard him say "leche" so many times. Hahaha! We are actually happy with the outcome. We would love to try it out again. Finally, we already have our very first display for our own house. :)

Lost for Words

❤Thank you to all my prayer warriors and to all who supported me throughout this journey. The sleepless nights and tears are all worth it. Finally... Patricia Marie A. Ermitanio, MBA 

It has been a week since I passed my defense. I wasn't able to immediately write about it because I've been catching up on a lot of things -- sleep (I finally had the best-est sleep after n months), work ( I was on leave on Holy Wednesday and two days after Holy week) and friends (Yay! I can now go out with my friends after being "AWOL"). I am actually overwhelmed on what just happened that I cannot put them into words. I am just happy. I wanted to write the whole thing because I hope to remember the tiniest details on how I went through it -- from the sleepless nights to how I was able to finish with flying colors. The moment my panelists said the magic words "Congratulations. You passed.", it felt exactly like this: nabunutan ako ng tinik buto sa puso. lol. It might seem OA for others and probably only my classmates can relate to that feeling but that's exactly how it is. My defense was on Tuesday but I was in school even the day before to support my other classmates who will be having their defense on that day. And it feels draining. It feels exhausting having to encourage others while cheering for yourself as well. We are each others' support buddies. I'm glad my MBA journey is not only about the things I've learned but on the friendships I've built as well. I'm equally overjoyed when I learned my friends passed the defense and felt crushed whenever someone would fail. Unfortunately, 15 out of 20 defenders only made it. My five other classmates would have to take the thesis writing and defense again next term.

I would like to thank everyone who supported, cheered, and prayed for me on this journey. It was not easy but it was fulfilling. This is a true test of determination and perseverance. I cannot deny the fact that I wanted to quit early on but quitting was never my option. I've always been a fighter in everything (in work, love and school) -- when I really really want something, I'd do anything for it. Indeed, when you want something, all the universe conspires in helping you achieve it. It has been my mantra the moment I started writing my thesis. The moment has still not fully sank in me. I still have to adjust doing nothing on a Sunday. Wohoo! Graduation will still be on June but I am thankful. I will still have to acknowledge all the people behind me. I shall write about it soon. Thank you, Papa Jesus for letting me check one on my bucket list.

FAKE FAITH IT 'TILL YOU MAKE IT

Thesis It!

I was told not to take a picture with Oble when I was in college in order to graduate on time. I followed that advice, nevertheless, I still did not graduate on time (I took college for five years because I shifted to another course so technically I was not delayed lol). Anyway, now that I'm taking my masters degree and still have to pass my thesis defense in order to graduate, I took a picture with Archer. Walang jinx jinx! Hahaha! I will graduate no matter what. I'm claiming it. --> Okay, I feel pressured. Huhuhu hahaha!

I couldn't contain my happiness last Saturday because finally, the three-month long of sleepless nights have finally come to an end. NOT YET. Well, some sorta kinda. Finally, I was able to finish my thesis and I'm up for the final challenge: The defense. I was told that last term, a couple of students failed the defense. *sigh* But at least, finishing my thesis is already an achievement. Should I fail the defense, there's always next term. But I don't want to fail it. I don't and I can't. I have already plans laid out should I finish my MBA. I'll promise to do my bestest (not just my best) and I will leave to God the rest.

My friends and I were actually teasing each other before we had our 'pictorial' that as soon as we post the picture, nakataga na sa bato na gra-graduate kami. And we actually have hesitations of having our picture taken with Archer. Lol.

Ang saya saya pala ng pakiramdam pag natapos na ang thesis. I was actually H-A-G-G-A-R-D (look at that eyebags!) because I have to overcome some obstacles on the process. I think the feeling would be magnified once I pass the defense. Hopefully, I will.

Thank you my dear classmates for being with me throughout this journey. Ibang klase ang ka-ngaragan na pinagdaanan natin in order to get that signature that would entitle us to push through with the defense. We are all feeling disheartened because (not just once but twice!) we have to convince our adviser to sign our endorsement forms. We can do this!

Last Thursday night - with our dear thesis adviser. Ang saya saya lang namin no?

For three years now I have been writing about my MBA journey. Soon, it will finally come to an end. I couldn't be more grateful to the Lord for giving me the strength, wisdom, and money (of course! ang mahal kaya ng tuition sa LaSalle hahaha!) to continue this journey. I remember when I was in college, I vow to my then immature self that 'pag graduate ko hinding hindi na ko mag-aaral ulet. But then I swallowed what I said and took a graduate degree. Indeed, heartbreak can do wonders -- I was actually heartbroken when I decided to take MBA in order to keep myself busy and in order to prove to someone my worth. Looking back, my reasons for taking MBA were so silly and it changed with time. I decided to continue on with my studies in order to improve myself, learn more and widen my network. It was all worth it. I guess, I'm going to miss studying soon. Hmmm... might as well take doctorate degree. Loljk. For now, I will focus on preparing for my thesis defense. I'm nervous and excited at the same time. Aja!

So I came early to work today and I saw the sun rays peeping through my window. Then I saw this:

Goodbye, Mandarin Hotel. You are the reason why we experience daily earthquakes. Lol.
On the side note, I'm happy that the sun is on my back now. (Halaman lang kasi talaga peg ko eh no? Haha!) The temperature in the office is freezing cold and I'm happy to welcome some heat. Also, I can see BGC from here. Hmmm... this must be a sign. Nyahaha! BGC is calling me again. My ex-officemate told me that the big boss of my previous company wants to hire me again. I'm extremely flattered... and I might consider it if the price is right. Hahaha!

Mowdel

I got approached by  someone, who introduced herself as a talent scout, last week. She told me if I wanted to do a photoshoot for a toothpaste ad. Their agency is also looking for ramp models who can model their client's clothing line. She gave me her calling card and I.couldn't.believe.it. Lol.

Anyway, I said I'll try and will contact her soonest. I haven't contacted her because...well, I'm skeptic (skeptic that she's a talent scout and not on me being a mowdel hahaha!)

So it pays to look extra glamorous on a normal day, ayt? Haha! I should make an effort to look dolled-up everyday. Sabi na nga eh, magmomodelo na lang ako. Bakit ba ko nagpapakahirap sa corporate world?! Lol.

Hmmm... should I try out? It has been my dream to be model. Apparently, I am still small to be a ramp model. Huhu! I lack an inch (same reason why I cannot be a flight attendant).

Okay, I'm going to call her after I submit my thesis. I still have to revise my thesis. ACK!!!!

I already tried being a TV host, what's hindering me from trying out to be a model? Lol.

For the nth time, somebody told us we look like twins. Huwaat? San banda?!? Lol. Ang gwapo ko pala. :)